9am: Did I even get any sleep last night?
Am I even awake yet?
Oh no, didn’t want to read that on Facebook. Ouch.
Why is everyone flaunting their happy lives in front of me?
Oh god, it hurts to move
Come on, you need to move
No wait, remember that dream you had last night? What does that mean? Did that really happen?
Oh god, what will today bring?
10am: Give yourself some credit, you're out of bed, time for breakfast
10:30am: I should get dressed
Maybe I'll have a cigarette first, somehow it doesn't make me feel better though
Brush your teeth, I know its hard, but you need to brush your teeth, you'll feel better
10:45am: OK, you're dressed, make-up?
No, make-up is too much work
10:50am: Actually, maybe if I put some make-up on I can go out
Yeah, I feel good, going to go to the shops and I treat myself to something nice
11am: Staring in the mirror, make-up surrounding me
11:10am: No, I can't go out
11:15am: Yes you can, you're feeling GOOD
Aww, that’s a cute video
Haha, funny memes
Wait, no, why did I watch that? Why is that not my life?
Why am I alone?
12pm: I've not moved for 45 minutes now, everything hurts
I'm sleepy, might nap
No its too early to nap, I'll do some chores
1pm: OK cool, got some shit done
Not much, but it's something
I feel a little better now
1:15pm: Actually I feel GREAT
I'm going to turn my life around!
I am a QUEEN
YOU ARE A STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN AND YOU DON'T NEED NO MAN
1:16pm: I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life
1:20pm: I am so sad
Should I self harm?
No I shouldn't self harm
But it will make me feel better
But it will make me feel worse
1:30pm: I've paced the house for 10 minutes talking myself out of this Should I message someone?
Nah, they won't be able to help me
Where's a cat?
2pm: It's cool, I'm safe
I. Can. Do. This
2:10pm: Ah, mums home. Company.
Lunch time, why do I live for food lol?
Should I have some pudding?
No, I'm watching my weight
Hahahah where's the cake
3pm: So sleepy
Just going to close… my eyes……..
5:30pm: Nap hangovers are the worst
But awesome nap
You deserved that
6pm: Big Bang Theory re-runs…
6:40pm: I feel so low
6:50pm: WHY IS THE TV VOLUME SO LOUD
TURN THE FUCKING VOLUME DOWN
6:52pm: NO CAT LEAVE ME ALONE
I AM NOT IN THE MOOD
I'm going to punch someone right now I'm sure of it
7pm: Am I hungry?
7:30pm: Bath time.
Ah, finally time to relax.
Who am I? Where am I? Why am I?
9pm: This is nice
Good TV is good
Aww look at the cute animal!
I feel good, I am loved, I am safe, I am warm
I love you kitty
Give me a cuddle kitty
11:30pm: Approximately 6 mood swings in the past 2 hours
11:35pm: Come on, wash your face
Brush your teeth
Look after yourself
No its not
11:50pm: Scrolling, scrolling, scrolling
Bed is comfy
Bed is safe
Hehe cute doggy
My eyes are burning
Thank goodness for Quetiapine